White

I wished the day you left would end

Yet even when I was gone, you never left my heart

I loved you so hopelessly

No word can describe the feeling inside me

I fell silent, hoping you would understand

Neither did you understand, nor did I remain silent

I opened a blank page to loneliness

Calling it my favorite color

I did not write your name with darker inks

So my white heart would not be stained

You never truly loved me

Your hands were cold, your heart was dark

Loving you is a black hole

Thinking of you is a cliff

You are immortal to me, and cruel

The antidote to this love is solitude—and yet I wanted to die with you